Forsakened love

2007-07-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

Denial has really worn me out
it's tiring ;(((((( sigh`

www.xanga.com/imsharonx
i'll come bk to here someday ,
cause its too fucking slow here ;(

2007-07-16T23:31:00.000-07:00

I'll blog more often!
Ahhhhh ~ my 2 days MC + weekends is up,
which means i MUST go to school tmr alr ~
Menses cramps are killing me.. T.T
Panadols no use laaaa!
Ytd i spent my day figuring out Wretch & Live journal.
TERRIBLE! wretch is darn messy AND
live journal is even slower than blogger.
Might as well stay in blogger,
but it's loading slower each post!
I'll get my own ways ~
Tmr school school schoool x(

We haven met for decades &
th feeling had longed faded.
Thanks for teaching me how to L.O.V.E

Town

2007-07-14T08:02:00.000-07:00

My blogger is getting so lag.
SOOOON, i'll move somewhere esle -.-
Today morning Triciating came my house for a "project"
thanks, sis' for waiting me to bathe,
makeup; prepare all tht ^^
&&we got everything done by 12.
so we went Ongyenping's house
waited her yeaaaa. She's fast today!
tricia said: eh, style your hair leh !
then i told yp to help me. ENDED UP !
SHE MAKE UNTIL MY HAIR JUST KENA DOG BITE LIDDAT!
LMAOOOOOOOO. I CLEARED TH MESS MYSELF!
lol! we leave her house at 1+
tricia left to cwp , and we headed to town
reached, had our lunch at wisma
walked everywhere and finally,
we decided to go singing/ kboxing!
We spent 4hours singing in a ULU ULU place
( its still partyworld lah~ lmao )
i meant outside dont look good, inside okay la
I WAS DARN DARN COLDD!
it makes me so sick ; shivering -.-
aftr tht , we went filling our stomachs again!
walked very long to decide where to eat.
we live to eat . evil laughsssssssssssss
oh! i saw Xiaoting darlink with her boyyyyy
&& then, it was 9+ . Yp meeting her friend &
so we cabbed home. it was 10+ alr.
Called Sam, he's drunk i guess :

ME: eh jiao whr you? pei me leh !
HIM: WHO ARE YOU ?!
ME: SHARON nah
HIM: huh? i duno la, i know no sharon la
ME: HUH ? no no sharon? you okay anot! IM SHARON HONG!!!
HIM: HONG GAN LAAAAA!!~

and goes, he kup my call t.t
ewwwww, thought can go find him
bt ended up im posting now, x(
*Click on th picture to view clearer if you want to.

Not forgetting,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIFAN ;]
and yes, sorry KeweiBBjie,
i dint look for you =x

IM HERE!

2007-07-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

Kaykaykay, don't bug me. I'm HERE posting'! :D
i don't know how to start, &&
tricia ting tell me to anyhow., anyhow bah

life had been........... HMMMMMMM ~
MESSSSSY ? lol, yeah. messy!
When my mood is right, when i got th urge to blog;
i shall blog more kays!
People, im not dead.
i still come to my blog everyday ;
tag me more okayyyyy!
let me know you'r alive too. Laughs
BYE~

Chinatownnnn

2007-06-30T09:25:00.000-07:00

Went chinatown today with Flowers!
maybe we're bored of town & bugis areas.
kayyy. it sound stupid
but with kyrene&qinhui thr,
we dont need to afraid of boredom.
Lmao. Im lazy to continue
check out my flowers blogs :]

Im cooperating with my helmet stEADd, laughs

Thanks a lot for those who cared for me!
I love love love you guys .
XxxxxxxxxXxxxxxxxxx*

Schoool life

2007-06-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

School has reopened for 4days.
nothing special, &&im bk to school lifes again t.t
Was feeling VERYYYY bad today after school,
i walked home alone, feeling damn moody.
i took almost 1hour to reached home when
usually i only need 10minutes walkkk.
Walked damn slow , and long paths...
was in deep thoughts that if anyone were to talk to me,
i wouldnt hear anything i guess.
Terrible, ive thought alot alot alot of things...
have not been in a good mood recently,
and sam asked me "eh your menses come ah!"
lol, im just not feeeling nice ~
thanks lots SAM&BEEHWA. i love you guys
bahhhhhhs, im not mia-ing.
i just wanted to be alone and THINK
but yet today, i still cant get an answer that i wanted.
Perhaps; it's really fading.
&&lastly, tht nightmare is, repeating...

Town.

2007-06-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

Went town today with 38huihui Huihui Jiarou &Andrea
It wasnt fun at 1sttt. but ; still okay lah ;]
all old friends alr, long time dint go out tgther le.
and now we crap lesser alrrrrrrrr ~
at night we took train bk, jiarou&andrea went off 1st
thr th 3 of us were alone, back together.
we used to be th best sisters of all, alway tgther.
but since secondary sch, we dint have chance togther alr.
and finally till just now. booooooos,
went to sit down and slacked.
we chatted alot alot alot, and memories flew :(
damn lots luh. saying we've all changed and stuffs.
we almost cried. (or did we ?) laughs ~
picturessssssssss, i dont have mooood to post alr:(((
see how much i changed since pri school

Just now when we were chatting,
we talked until me &&him.
38huihui& Huihui told me, i was really overboard in th past.
and i knew that.

Im sorrry.

Pictures

2007-06-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

Okayyyyyyy, i shall post th pictures today :p
its gonaaaa just b a FEWWW.
cause its all th same day;
others day i dont have time to take pictures!

my rooom, night and morning view from my room!

This is my sisterrrr~ she's tamjiak. laughs!

I looked ugly in this, just wana show th scenery(77th floor)

on th plane , my sis toook this. nice right!

My dad is trying to be funny, laughs -.-

IM BACK!

2007-06-20T23:31:00.000-07:00

Hey people, im alr back in spore .
I did a post in thailand's internet cafe,
but i find it very short so i deleted that day
Really did enjoyed alot those days in bangkok.
Was staying at thailand's tallest tower(83storeys)
Scenery really darn nice la ~
also DUPER lots of europeans.
SUPER GOOD LOOKING DE OK!
im so in love with angmorhs la.
everyday breakfast at 77th floor got alot handsome want,
for me to bio :P so i was very concentrated to look ard .

haahaha, stupid SAM. they're VERY HANDSOME
OK! they're not thai's . they're touristtttttts
1st day reached: My flight was a morning one,
reached thr also morning.
at spore airport i saw this greenjacket guy,
who loooook SUPER alike with HIM.
and in th plane i keep looking for him,
but i cant find -.- lol ~ kinda stupid.
alighted at bangkok and thr i saw him again
and we both are like stunned looking at each other ~
Booooooos, ofcause; im sad yea.
toook our luggage and seperated
so i headed to my hotel to put our stuffs.
shared a bigbig room with my sis;
(suay ah! she's super noisy la. noiser than me~~)
so these 4days were shopping away
although i bought alot of stuffs,
but i dont have enough time to shop all i want la.
should come back tmr or saturday.
quite contended tht ive bought my Anna sui stuffs.
Thanks mumm ! but i wanted 2more Chanel stuffs,
and she said wait till she 'tio bey bio'(struck lottery) 1st t.t.
its so much cheaper at th airport..
Nvm, i shall save $$ and buy myself ~
overall, although i bought alot of stuffs;
i dint have time to buy whatever i wanted.
so skip until th last day, at th airport checking in,
i saw tht guy again. OMFG :(((
my mooood is very good la, saw him ;im sad again!
in th plane; his seat is just right infront of me.
bahhhhhhhhhhs ~ i was too tired to think alr.
seperated at singapore airport again.
If only thr are chance and we could meet again ~
Took cab home and was sms-ing with SAM,
keeep complaining alot of things =x
and he self-proclaim that he more shuai than those angmorhs
baituoooo, you can seriously go and die man ~
and i told him, NO ANGMORHS; NO MARRY!
means no angrmorh, i wont marrrry . laughs~
im still veryyyyyyyy moody now :/
shall post all th pictures tmr or something.
i wont post all cause its very stupid fooling with my daddy :P
Goooooodbye. I miss thr so much ;
and tht guy && those angmorhs:(

BOO!

2007-06-15T21:57:00.000-07:00

Have not been blogging nowadays
cause im so lazyyyyy lah.
shall not blog those days tht i dint blog
cause too many things happened
so start with Amanda's chalet!
thr were amanda qinhui kyrene jason xiangxiang azizi & me
went on thursday. and we dint sleep dao
spent our night at th beach .
till morning, we went back to th rooom and rest
friday i went to beehwa's GF house at eunos
and we headed to bugis and then town
i were SUPER TIRED thennn t.t
and i saw huaychingQINAIDE! :D:D
shall not blog her ugly stuffs. HAA!
(im nice okayyyyy !)
so i reached home, shower and to bed immediatedly
tmr morning i'll be flying to THAILAND :D:D
th last time i went to thailand was 3yrs ago:(
lazy to blog in details but i had fun in th chalet!
BYEEEEEEEEE!
pictures:

Meet beehwaGF:
was trying to promote my N73.HAHA!

Bowlinggggg.

2007-06-05T23:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterdayyyy

One fine day, a Fruit;a Safety product;a Moron & a Musical instrument went out for a bowling game at bukit batok. (Mango-me , helmet-kyrene , xiaobendan-amanda & piano-qinhui) LAUGHS. its stupid, serious alrdy lah . LOL

so thr we went for bowling cause i suddenly feel like,
although i sucked, but helmet is even worse=x
laughs, WE can improve okay :D:D

Yay-ness!

2007-06-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

Thailand

YAYYYYY-NESSS :DDDDD
my dad has confirm we'll be flying on 17th!
Muhahahahas, pity my kor.
he has to be in his camp ~ x.x
supposing-ly we're going to taiwan
but my dad couldnt make it on th dates.
then again, we chose Star cruise.
but th price to bangkok(thailand) is th same
so we decided to bangkok,more wu hua(more worthy)
yehyehyeh! my sis & my "proposal" works ! ;)
but its still verh longgggggg :((( sighs*
i just cant wait :P

Boring Sunday

2007-06-03T00:23:00.000-07:00

BBooooos! Its' a uber boring sunday...
dint went to granny house today.
i wanted to tag along with my mum to Jurong
but she said dont' wana wait for me to prepare!
So i stay at home lurrrrrr. Called jiao just now
then we chat till halfway :
Him : eh how you think about her ?
Me : hmmmmmmm......... She is pretty lah, but ugly.
Him : I cant tahan youuuuu. serious leh !
Me : okay. She 美到很丑
Him : EH!! WHEN WILL YOU STOP YOUR "大到很小"LOGIC!!!!
Me : *laughing away* okok . serious, she pretty lah
( before he could say anything, )
Me : 美到很丑.
Him : Sharon hong...........
talk to you really make me wana pu huay(puke blood) alrdy.
HAHAHA! alot pple cant stand my way of talking.
but ! you guys just dont' unds nahhhhh.
he dont' find it funny but i do :p
im super boreddd lahs, BYEEEE x(

when im bored, i start to EMO.
Iknow i've longed disappear from your life.
its nice to know tht you've been doing well,
perhapssssss ; Super well.
not many people can withstand this kinda love,
and time proved, i Can.

Bugis

2007-06-01T08:59:00.000-07:00

Went bugis today with 3flowers ( Kyrene Amanda Qinhui )
cute name right. CAUSE WE'RE TH 4 FLOWERRRRS;]
laughs, thanks jiarou for passing me my stuffs!
meet Qinhui then Kyrene ,
den board 960 to meet Amanda
and thr we go to bugis ~
Kyrene and Qinhui so super high and joker cans t.t
lols. something happened and i was darn paiseh and stunned
laughhhhhhs, i was singing away and then duhh ~~ =x
Going out with kyrene and qinhui can make you laugh nonstop
AND AND AND!!! thr is this freaking RIDICULOUS girl ,
make me so fucking angry lars !
SHE was th one who bumped into me;
and wht th fucking hell she scold me pakjiao
Oh dearrrrrr, she's th one who is BLIND okay.
forget it , RAWRS!`~
lazy to put in details, reached home at 11+
and gona post pictures ;
Past few days:

Today:

i told you not to disturb me from taking pictures!
bite youuuuuus=x

BYE! i love them ;]

no title -.-

2007-05-31T08:14:00.000-07:00

Stop bugging me to posttttttt x(
i dont' hv th moood & somehow lazy, heheh*
had been trying to enjoy myself past few days,
ofcause, had been eating non stop :P
BUT BUT BUT ! 笨 DARLING,
I DINT GROW ANY FATS OK !
IM STILL UNDER 40pounds :P
not gona write wht happen !
but thanks darling and JIAO!
i really had put down my sorrows these few days
and drunk them down on tuesday :D
只要笑一笑；没什么事情过不了！
What more, im th strong Sharon~ ^^
i sincerely thanks jiao , for everything.
i seriously miss TriciaTing :( BBoooooos,
cyaa soon on next tuesday kays SIS!
so people! i wana tell you guys,
smile,enjoy and face your problems ;]
(sound kinda stupid but it works on ME okay!~)
yeah ! i gona stop avoiding and,
tmr goinggg out with my lovely 3flowers ^^

BYEBYE,

Weiting's bdae..

2007-05-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

Supposed to go partyworld sing with Amanda&Qinhui
but ended up going to WeitingDearie's birthday.
also at partyworlddd. Meet jiarou 1st.
at bus i saw someone ! guesss who?!
stay at EUNOS de BeehwaGF!
omggg. super qiao mans ~ wooot.
and been centuries since i last saw her.
WE GOT FATE RIGHT MY GF?! :D:D
and we went to cwp find weiting and jowena,
later abit huilin & yenping cameeeeeeee
and also some of weiting's frienddd.
skip all th way to partyworld!
and im lazy to post lah :x
Let s pictures do th posting yaaaaaaaaaa.
and yeah, Huilin Cheerup :]
lastly lastly,
Happpy Birthday WEITINGdearie!~

PTC

2007-05-24T05:35:00.000-07:00

Just came back from PTC ( Parents Teachers Conference )
my mom went ^^
and she was cute ? LAUGH MY ARSE OUT t.t
she was in a hurry to a dinner;
so we talked to my math teacher instead

me : ahhhhhh mdm Ng! *act innocent face*
(cause i scored a horrible 21/100 for MATHEMATICS)
math thcer : haha, sorry. I duno how to say nice things
* pads my head*
me : die *stupid face*

my mom keep saying tht my science tcher was cute
lol , and she loves to talk to her ~
lastly, my results came out disappointing
( although i expected it~ )
4B's , 2C's , 2F9's & 1E8
omgosh omg :(
not even a single distinction! x(
sigh , bye.

Booooos:(

2007-05-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

My eyes are all red now T.T
but tears all are dried up
fine, not going to post wht happened
yesterday was 38sihui's birthday
and we had a fabulous time,
although this wasnt th way she wanted to celebrate
but hope it made her happy, cheers 38.
ive got nothing more to write and so,
BYE.

I should have put tht burden down long ago
it brought nothing but endless hurts

Hurts

2007-05-18T09:05:00.000-07:00

I know i can do nothing to turn back to the past anymore.
But if i had a choice,
i would not let myself to fall so deeply for you.
i really had waste alot of time remorsing and waiting
Even tho sometimes i will have th thought of forgetting;
but it always ended up meaningless
and ofcause , i don't bear to giveup.
i continued till today, more than 2years,
everyday believing tht time could fade away everything.
sometimes it may seemed true
but why is tht so unsteady?
till today, i dontknow how im feeling.
Th hurts you repaid me will always linger on my mind
and i guess tht really numbed my life

对你的思念，我说不出口

我也不可以否认。

我当初用错了方式去爱你，对不起

我真得很麻木了；

你让我失去爱的感觉但我不怪你

只能怪我自己爱你太深了

Lastly, it's midnight now, and so
Happy Birthday 38huihui

Wednesday

2007-05-16T05:38:00.000-07:00

Got back all my results
although i improved,
but what i expected was higher* sigh
got 3 F9 when i only expected 2
lols. nvm ~ i improved :]
im super fucked up now with HER
pardon for my vulgarities!
i concerned , i dont like her to love him
cause tht guy isnt a nice man!
and i just like saying th guy is like shit
& wtf she attitude ? FINE!
i tried to talk nicely to her,
cause we are still sisters afterall.
and i seriously dont hate her
but sometimes i really cant tahan her attitude man
i only wanted to ask a question,
and her cb mouth is like so attitude
Raghhhhh, whatever.
I DETEST THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME
i cant scold you bitch or slut, i dont hate you
and i think tht thr will be 1 day
we even friends also cant be.
Why cant you just reply me nicely?
i talk to Her also never talk to you
you scolded me for being noisy ,
fuckkkkk you mans. ridiculous!
RAWRRR , okay decided not to continue.
if i continue ; can write a essay already
BYE~

Mondayyyy

2007-05-14T01:44:00.000-07:00

School was okay today
chatted & slacked alot..
got back chinese & science paper
wasnt happy at all with my chinese marks
but science, i was really proud of myself!
Chinese: 66/100
Science: 67/100
ive nvr passed my science before since secondarySch!
so a "B" is really enough!~
and my 6other buddies passed too! WOOHOOS:D
chinese no comments T.T
this mark is terrible for myself
i aimed a distinction for it , sigh*
but finally exams are overrrrrrrrrrr ~

Pictures

2007-05-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

yesterday picturesss:

Town

2007-05-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

Met 38huihui & cabbed to cwp
she left to find her classmates
and i left to town
at train on th phone with BEEHWAgf
she's soooooooooooooo noisy pls! lmao,

reached& waited for Yumiko xingan so so long!~ LOL
okay , i reached early =p
then we went to fareast 1st.
bought th same dresssss ;]
and she met her friends
headed to ngeeann City
actually wanted to meet KAILINGdasao
but she's busyyyy working
in th end also dint get to meet her.
AWW; I MISS DASAO LOTS! :(((((
then to cine, i was complaining my leg was pain
Lmao , then met her friend again
and chris kor came.
aftr tht with a group of pple went to slack ard
then with chrisKor to find Ahxing
Saw BEIBEImother &
we're supposed to go out long ago :(
then with xg's friend go take neoprints
i was outside cine & i think i saw jiajiaJIE
8plus i left to find Sam at sembawang chat
then he sent me homeee . Thanks!
and sorry to made you waited SO long :/
pictures&neoprints all with YumikoXG~
and i love her so much !
Goooodnight :D:D

i only have this:

END OF EXAMS:D:D

2007-05-09T04:37:00.000-07:00

Yayyyyyy-ness! Last day of exams!
muahaha, no more mugging!
anyway changed my blogskin ;
still quite unhappy with this.
it still seemed something wrong
but i dontkno whts wrong. LOL~
okay nvm :p
Afternoon auditioned with Huilin.
so long dint play already . wooohoo ~
and thr we met a gonggong guy
he doesnt know how to play ,
and so always missing &&
we tell him to just press ready
lol , cause we can earn more exp mah :P
He's like ....... so funnny duh ~ LMAO
yayyyy, exams over !
supposed to go out with BEEHWA tmr
but nv lers i guess .
so gf , i dint forget okay.
may you will have a chance to be with feihong.
HAHAHAHA, i know thts not his name lah :P
stay cheerful & dumb always !
i misssya lotsssssa,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED ! <33

Bad day...

2007-05-06T20:23:00.000-07:00

Just came back from school
im early today!
History paper was quite difficult
i don't have enough time >: (
each MCQ question i spent 5mins doing it
was worrying & thinking of my mommy x(
doubt i'll fail badly ....
cause i dint managed to finish everything
haissssss. Msleong gave extra lessons for tmr's paper
Which is GEOGRAPHY ( faint )
i went off early cause i gotta visit my mom soon
SIGH ; hope she's fine man T.T
Byeee, im going off to visit her at KKhospital ~

You forsakened me in th past,
you caused my sufferings & sorrows.
I Hate You for th cause

Library

2007-05-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was daddy's birthday;
dint manage to celebrate with him like every year we will do so
but i guess he had a happy night ytd with his friends;]
so , Happy birthday DAD!
and 200pounds of beauty is UBER NICE MAN!
i'll probably rate it 9/10
i watched in internet , not cinema *grins*
Today woke up early to meet Tricia to library
( i do study okay, FUCKER SAM! ;X )
but i had a damn funny dream before tht.
HAHAHA, tricia know wht dream is tht :p
so met her at interchange & headed to lib.
in th aftrnoon huilin came and then jiarou
quite lazy to put in detail T.T
check out their blog bahs!
science test was easy!
hopefully i can passs with my buddies in class.
bless me on monday's history test !
With loves , BYE~!

Jiarou & me:

Examsssss!

2007-05-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

MYE is making me crazy! STRESSS*
altho i still seemed very relax
today math paper was fking difficult~
and sure another F9 agains`
tmr's paper is Science & English paper2. oh my hell !
science science science. No confidence at all
Just signed out from msn;
don't feel like chatting with anyone now
Rawwwwwwrs x(
suddenly shag diaoooooo ~
yesyes, i think th feeling for him faded more than half
ofcause im very happy. because tht kinda love
is a total nightmare to me....
perhaps i regretted for tht lie to myself in th past
made me insisted to wait & wasted my time
i don't have th courage to forget him in th past &
i really don't wish to too.
which is like im being a dumbo ~
a relationship which is so forsakened& im holding so tight to it
okay, that is super silly and naive
I'll learn to love again before i could fall in love agains
and i knew long ago in th past,
time can change everything;
Byeeeeee!

Lastlong your r/s my dearest sam aka ahjiao=)

Friendss...

2007-04-30T04:06:00.000-07:00

Past few days read gf's blog.
she wrote about friends
and what friends are for & stuffs ~
seemed tht i still don't quite unds
and today, ping and bogei cried badly
my words are abit harsh to them tht time , sorry.
just wrote an email to my pri sch tcher MsTanBS
Everytime i need help, she'll be th one listening
and i guess no other teachers can be as nice as her alrdy
i wrote till so depressed ~ wooot. LOLS
also just hung up th phone with sam
ling-Jie must be crazy to give him up.
i mean, sam is a very nice guy yeah~
he's just my best brother!
someone who will nv give me up like MsTanBS;]
Today's incident made me thought back of pri6 life
its like terrrible. omggg ~
and yes, i went back home & cried like a retard
Well anyway, let ~~bygones~~ be ~~bygones~~
Friends are someone who will alway b thr no matter wht
i have lotsa friends. but i know who's those true & whose not
alright, gona concentrate on midyear EXAMS.
and shopping spree aftr tht . MUAHAHAHA!:x
MsTanBS once told me,

一个人要活得开心；才死的甘愿
leave each of ur sorrows behind each of ur smile ;]
just a smile will do. Ya, im done with my post
Bye ^^

Family day ;D

2007-04-29T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today woke up checked my phone
as ytd midnight i received alot of msg but dint see.
cause was thinking 100% is th irritating sam
LOLOLOL :P And yeah , it was him
ask me acc him go out .
pple close to me sure know i don't go out on Sundays
and youuuuuu fucktard, irritates me on a SATURDAY NIGHT
when i can sleeep until so late on sunday. awwwwr~
ytd you dint acc me , so today , i leaving my day to my family!
went popo's house. at night went out for dinner
and tht crazy cousie of mine was like... NOISY!~
LOLS! ( bet she gona nag like hell when she see this )
cause cousin , i know you reads my blog. HAHA!
she was asking me if i gona blog tonight
i duno cause sundays are boring yeah.
readers will only read halfway and close away
LMAO, only you crazy MARILYN !
see, im like so nice .
whole post just only for youuuuu
i mean , 3quater . AHAHA
I MISSS YOU COUSIE ;D
alright! enough of tht crazy girl
gona eat all my disgusting pills now
yuckkkkkkk~ tml got school . rawr
goooodnight & byebyeeee :(

Blogging is healthy when you got no one to talk to ;)

28April

2007-04-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

I seriously dontknow how to start..
i was stucked for awhile
thinking about two years back of today
blahhhhhhs ok nothing.
im just stupid...
but lastly, not forgetting a very
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DORA JIE :]
pictures of some time ago :

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2007-04-25T22:43:00.000-07:00

Changed my blogskin & i'm here to blog yeahs.
dint blog for almost 1week cause ive been
- busy preparing for MID YEAR EXAMINATIONS
- busy healing my illness -.-
- busy HEALING my emoctions ~~
LOL!~ nonsensical }
okay fine, i really have been very sicked nowadays
so tired of medicines alreadyT.T
yesterday my kidney was so pain when i coughed! Tskk*
im getting so weak..
What more now is exams period ahhhh ~
For heaven's sake! please let me recover lah >:(
its really terrible that i can't even have a proper 睡眠!!
i dint went school today, wasnt feeling nice ytd midnight
coughing away , i really can die at tht moment
my airway was blocked :S & fever AGAINSSSS
but i got a maid now, things is easier?
Lol , i rely alot on th maid :p
I don't think i'll perform well in my exams
cause of my illnesss . i hope i'll get well soon anw
and im also not feeling nice...
i start to think about th past again
i mean , 728days ago ...
LOL. not gona write much duhh
and my dirty little secret,
OMGGGGG. im getting more and more 无法自拔了
dieee. only tricia,qinhui&beehwa knows
hais, yeah im trying very hard to control myselfT.T
moodswing again -.- im stucked here,
and so, byee.

DOts!

2007-04-20T20:20:00.000-07:00

so lazy to blog ytd.
ytd aftr school pinger came my house
wait me prepare and everything 1st
and to her house ;
she's so fking slow ! LOL
mayb i know tht too ...
keep nagging her to QUICK QUCIK!
and we headed to wlds centre
STUDY STUDY STUDY
and siying came awhile. she's so clever ! :x
left wlds centre and pinger came my house.
she wanted to sleep !
but i dint allow , MUAHAAS :p
cause ltr she so hard to wake lah!
den pangseh me alone using th com ,LOL
and she went off at 9+
i went off to bed at 11+
and again i wake up at 4+ cause parents is bk!
wheeeeeees ~ they bought aot of stuffs for me !:p
happpy * LOLS.
and byeeee!

reply to tags :
psser: lols

triciating: HAHAHA! snatch frm pingy ok! MISSES<3

GF: haha! loveyaa lots:]

kailing: haha ty! linked ya alrdy. will tag you soon:] tkcres !

kaikaiDASAO: dearest dasao!!!! ya lor! DAMN MISS YOU LAH! :( yeap!! go out aftr my exams okay ? will hug you like crazy :D:D:D

Jifan: muahahahas! :D

hajarah: yeap sure.

niki: haha! yeap okay, loves!

GF: LMAO! okay lah, beautiful voice okay :D

anony: singapore. my love my fate. haha, tkcres too:]

AHJIAO: ewww sry lah :x you today also dua me leh. ofcause long way, 2yrs leh! aiksss . sryyyyyyyyyy ! :x

Im still sicked :(

2007-04-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

Im still so sicked.. RAWWRS!
but im eating my medicine regularly
getting super emo nowadays
and terrible moodswings
aikks. exams around th corner~ stresss AHHH!
and yes , we ended our friendship today.
Well , i seriously duno wht im doing
because of my moodswings, i gave her up
scolding her words tht i'll nv use on my friends
raghhhs , don't care already.
cause im putting friendships aside for th moment
now wht matters is STUDIES & FAMILY
爱情已经对我一点都不重要了
我不想让自己那么悲哀
我宁可把你忘了
多十天就是我白痴单恋的两年了
when you don't even know my feelings
and im hurting a person so deeply just for you
I don't want to make myself so miserable
to love like a silly dumbo.
Im already sicked of saying his name
但，我已经不那么重视是你了

i miss my parents x((((((
and not forgetting my PRECIOUS,
kailing 'dasao' !!

In school...

2007-04-16T19:54:00.000-07:00

Im in school now and im so bored :(
If only i can stay at home and sleep..
AHjiao yesterday ask me a stupid question
but i was stunned then.
Raghhhhs , why i so emo nowadays!
anyway i forgot to bring my phone today
i miss ahjiao lahhhhhhs. contact me asap!!!!!!
im just BOREDDDDDDDDDD & DOWN ~

BYE.

music is my life&&
qinhui onced told me,
xue ying yue de xiao hai bu hui bian huai ;D

Hatreds...

2007-04-16T03:05:00.000-07:00

Gossiping about a person with Huilin now.
muahahahas~~ th person is tht Hcube girl
i duno wht to call her tho ,
cause she got super lots of NAMES
ugly names i meant .
she is someone i used to loved alot
but now, she is th one who made people to hate her
Huilin and I were saying how despo she is.
hais , hope she change for th heaven sake
Enough of her, guess she won't even care.
im still so so sick! but lucky,
i dint cough as badly like CNY
during chinese & math lessons i so high mans
tricia and me got a NEW dance
AHHAHAHA! :x
math lesson i heard Huifong said
she tired don't want hav lessons
den i run over to tcher and crazily said:
I GOT TH MOOD TO STUDY! YEAH I REALLY GOT!
GAMBATEKKK !!!!!!!!
lmao, and i was there laughing to myself
and tcher gave me a "OMG" loook. LMAOS
aftr math , i wasnt high anymore.
yet super sleeepy man.
tcher teaching like 吹眠 liddat ; lol
aftr school parents drove me to see doc
must eat medicine alrdy ~ if not i'll hav asthma T.T
tskkk, parents oversea lers. left me alone
CRIESSSS!!!! i also want go. RAWWRS!
but forget it , korkor coming bk tonight
wooohoooooos~ so... BYEBYE!

huilin want me to post her xiaobai:
keai hors?! but owner not keai.... LOL

Cute !

2007-04-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

Omg! i just find this so damn cute : DDD

IM BACK :D

2007-04-14T20:06:00.000-07:00

i dint continue to use th shharonx-.blogspot
cause was so damn messy.
And i decided to move back
cause my xanga trial is finishing soon
and im lazy to create a new skin.
Mugging really hard for my MID-YEAR exams.
Tricia & I wana prove teachers wrong:]
WE can study! Gambatek SIS!
so don't ask me out anymore
& don't tempt me pls AHJIAOOOO! :/
I study hard for now,
take results time i won't be looked down!
Jiayouuuuu! And also to everybody:
exams around th corner, study for now
and enjoy aftr th few weeks of exams yeahhhs? : D